Well those are for different reasons. Like I know you’ve got haters because of the whole Navier situation. Why? Are you kinky or something? I wouldn’t be surprised, not gonna lie. You seem like one who’d be into really kinky shit.
Yeah I guess so. yeah, definitely got a bunch from that. You know, everyone assumes that. Something about the southern girls always being adventurous between the sheets or something. Honestly, I don’t know if I’m kinky or not. I haven’t actually explored much. I mean I’ve done it in other places than the bed, but nothing out of the norm I suppose.
Lots of celebrities tend to miss that point, hence the reason why they have so many haters, because they’re basically robotic, following rules for answering questions in interviews and shit. Like sex life, thank god. No offense, but I just don’t want this to turn into the Jersey Shore or something like that. No problemo.
Yeah, but sadly no matter what you do, everyone has the same amount of haters. It’s just how life works, and this whole spotlight thing. Yes, I would honestly kill someone if my sex life was ever aired or something like that. None taken, I completely understand.
Marissa glanced across at Lucy. It seemed as if her reaction to Delilah dying was not as surreal and out of the ordinary as she thought. “Sam was a good kid—” Marissa joined Lucy in the small sigh, bringing her leg up and resting her chin on her knee.
She changed her chin to her cheek as she looked at Lucy, watching her talk about Samantha. “I guess when you’re friends with someone as long as you were with Sam and I was with Delilah— You can’t help but be in love with them.” She replied softly, offering a small smile.
"I don’t really know how else to deal with things like this— or at least back then I didn’t. I honestly thought I’d drink myself into a coma as well… In fact before that night you came in it was actually my goal. Delilah was in my coma with me the last time I went under. Though I did hope I wouldn’t have to hear a crying Hayden this time around… He has a really ugly cry." She tried to make a joke but her chuckle was more sad than funny.
"I guess now I can just— I just fluff up the pillows on the other side of the bed… Make sure that I’m not stealing all the covers. Say goodnight to her— tell her I love her… and go to sleep. Though the nightmares have kinda been making that all harder at the moment but I’m hoping they’ll die down soon…"
"She was more than good.. She was a saint." Lucy said shaking her head. "I don’t think I know a kinder soul than she was.. If anyone knows that it’s me." Lucy admitted, looking down at her hands. "It’s insane to think she’s gone.."
Nodding her head, she pursed her lips. “Yeah.. I guess so.. We were friends since birth. I guess it just comes with time. ” She mumbled softly, moving her hand to her face, roughly rubbing against it.
"I don’t think anyone knows how to deal with things like this.. A lot of people do the exact same thing. Really— Well then maybe I’m glad I was there.. I’m glad you didn’t.. He really does, doesn’t he? Then again I don’t think I know anyone who has a pretty one." She said, trying to joke with her, but sighing softly.
Frowning a little, Lucy nodded. “But will you always do those things…? I mean don’t get me wrong, I won’t try and stop you from doing that.. but what happens if you meet someone..?” Looking back down at her hands, gulping a little. “From my experience, the only thing that happens with the nightmares is they become less scary.. and you stop waking up before the bad part happens.”
Yo but that’s fine though, it makes you seem not robotic, ya feel? But don’t they follow you around and shit? Well you always seem to be smiling at the right times, so it’s working honey.
I guess that’s true. I never thought of it that way. They do, sometimes. But there are things I get to do that they never see, and I guess that’s why I do stay out of feeling famous. Thanks, that’s good to hear.
I don’t think it’s going to help me either so maybe we should just stay away from it all together.
Sounds like a perfect plan to me. I’m Lucy by the way.
-laughs- Yeah that might be a pretty good idea. Then again practice does make perfect.
-chuckles- Yeah, that’s true. However, I don’t think any amount of practice will help me.